Day started out depressing.
Feeling lonely and disconnected.
What's the point of socialising...
These people that I probably won't see again for at least one year.
Superficial friendship...
Going no where....
Achieving nothing.
Rather be alone, by myself.
Reflecting upon life along the river front.
Hearing the gentle waves
Breeze of the icy cold air.
Sitting in lectures by myself.
What's the point of sitting next to another?
Yet....
Seeing my past love.
Wishing I didn't see her.
What was the point of her sitting next to me?
It was just superficial... achieving nothing.
Just making me think.... of things long gone.
And yet
Once the night came.
It was actually very fun.
Maybe it's the little bit of alcohol
Making me loosen up, and allowing me to feel happy.
Fun talking to people.
Fun chilling in the room.
A dinner, but which is like a "Ball".
Chilling with people.
Some friends
Some past friends
Some randoms
Overall it was a good night.
Hope I would feel better, and not disconnected tomorrow.
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